Ты ушла
January 23, 2020
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Szysztof* tried to complete the lyrics of the song "Ты ушла" ("You left") already at the time of composing the song, to put it clear that the protagonist would give up his suicidal thoughts. But, as you can see from the photo of the draft, attempts were unsuccessful.
So, despite the fact that the album included two versions of the song at once, they both fade out at the end, leaving the open ending. The same applies to the "electric" version of 2010, which was included in the VK playlist.
In the summer of 2010, Szysztof* himself had lots of suicidal thoughts, and once only the vision of his crying mother had prevented him from moving from thoughts to actions. This experience was reflected in the song lyrics only at the beginning of 2020, while working on talking-head videos dedicated to the decade since the recording of the "Осколки" album.